Day 232

84degrees yesterday.. Today it will be hot again. I live here because it doesn’t get hot or cold. I like mild moderate weather. It’s already 70 at 6am so I’ll walk as soon as it’s daylight. After church, Hollie is coming to put the DNA test information in the computer. I messed up last time and had to start over. When I make a mistake, I let it erode my self-confidence. Then I go through a checking period until I feel okay again.

Day 231

Yesterday was enjoyable. The visitors were interesting and had stories to share. I like when they come in small groups and there is time have personal conversations. Later Rosalie and I had our favorite veggie burgers and talked for two hours plus a visit to the beach for soaking up the beautiful day. She said she does want to pursue our program after she finishes with editing to book that sprang from our product. Today I’ll walk to the farmers’ market by myself.

Day 230

I voted yesterday and felt excited about delivering my ballot as if I made a difference in the political outlook. Story group was about spiritual experiences. Carol revealed that Gene has been visiting her. Delia had a story and I mentioned Kim’s visits. I picked up leaves and plan to paint on the business cards. Today is CofC duty plus lunch with Rosalie. I’m looking forward to time with her and catching up. I’m hoping she will get interested in elder conversations again.

Day 229

I had a restless and unfocused day. I’m needy for a new interest or project. The meeting was well attended and the conversation was robust and directed. I’m glad to be part of solutions in my community. It was dark when the meeting closed and I forgot my flashlight so Chief Minsal brought me home. Today is house tidying and driving the car. I have a small grocery list and that’s all until story group. I’ll start out with stretches and PT exercises.

Day 228

The BOS was businesslike. No drama. I left before 12 and walked to church to connect with Linda Lee and see how the shower ministry was doing. Lots of helpers and only one homeless guy came to shower and get new clothes. Linda and I walked to Seaquake and had real conversations. The salad was delicious as always. Lots of friendly connections and quick hello minutes. Today I’ll attend the community conversation about homelessness. It is an issue that needs attention and money.

Day 227

I filled my need to have a product at the end of the day. I’m the one who tells other people that it is okay to have a day off once in a while and yet my work ethic doesn’t hear it. Today is BOS and if it is brief I can meet Linda Lee for a walk. It brings up my wish for a good friend. It takes history to grow trust. I’m feeling time short for developing more than work relationships.

Day 226

Gray Monday. No agenda except using my time and energy well. I admit that unstructured time evaporates into sitting with TV if I don’t get myself in order. First will be stretches and exercise on the mat. I have an appointment for more PT later this month and I want to be as fit as I can so Brad will add new moves. Keeping moving is my main objective so I can be productive and useful. House and yard will get attention too.